Early Adolescent Sexuality

by Lisa

I started masterbating at a very early age 5 yrs. My father was working over sea's on a oil rigg. Me and my mother were staying with an elderly couple house who were friends of my father. I missed my Daddy alot! My mother did't speak to good of english : ( I had a really strange way of playing with myself, My mother and I slept in the same bed so I could't move wiggle and squirm around. So I would squeeze and cross my legs tightly and just kinda enjoy the preasure. I slept with my mom til I was 12 yrs. old and she NEVER knew! I use to do the same thing with my legs on the couch watching T.V. One time I remember the Old people that we were staying with were in the living room. I had my legs crossed tightly and I really got a thrill that nobody knew how naughty I was being, They were talking to my mom and I guess they didn't notice. My Daddy came home finally, The weird part about being young for me was my Daddy had been gone 1yr. When he got off the airplane. He didn't sound like I remeber him. It was like Invasion of thr body snatchers! I was still happy that we could move back into our house again. I didn't like living with "The Old Couple" beside I had more ways to Masterbate!!! I started to rubb on the couner of the couch and put a lot of preasure on my bald mound I would cum so fast that way (If I do it now I bet it still would) Having my Daddy home in some ways wasen't so great after all. My father treated me like a boy, I'm really girlie, He would force me to watch war movies on T.V. and he like to raise his voise at me . My Dad use to like to ignore me and my mother by reading the paper, I really hated that cause he would sit right in front of where I was rubbbing my cunnie on the couch! I still did it I just tried not to breath hard while I was leanig over him him ,tring to act like I was reading something interesting.My parents never talked to me about my CONSTANT RUBBING on the furniture,so I became worse I would do it 10 times a day! My father decided to go back overseas for another 1 yr. I was reallly sad. I did't want to be stuck with my crazy mother. After he left my mother told me he left because he didn't want to be around me:( My mother took alot of Valuim back then ,so she would be in bed before 5:oo and I would be all by myself. I did't care it gave me more time to be pervi. And was I ever!! I had a "New trick I could do while I was pressing my cunnie. We had wooden bar stools at the kitchen counter and I would wait til my mom was asleeep Then I would position the stool on one leg pressing the weight of my entire body on that one leg while I rested my chin on the counter (For balance) I bet I must have loooked crazy! I did get into finger play til I was 13 yrs. old . I was a freak for rubbing myself all over the house, I found I coudld straddle the dinning room table, The T.V. I would have died if my parents had bought round tables! I also Liked to ride my canope bed upstairs in my rooom. One time I snuck into my mom's room and went into here secret drawer and took her egg vibrator to my room. I took My Bigest teddy bear and laid on top of him with that little egg vibrator pressed into my flods of my cunt. Like I told you my mom slept alot so I did really weird things ,like invite all the neighbor hoood dogs into the house. Some of the dogs where in my room and I had a stuffed dog on the floor. I watched one of the dogs start to hump it. I felt like I was doing something dirty. I even got on the floor and pulled up my skirt to see if he would hump me, Well he had started to climb up on my back . I didn't think the preasure of his doggie cock would hurt so much . It did and I still had my underwear on! so I stoped, I was content on just watching them hump my stuffed dog, My father came back from overseas and I was still humping the furniture. My mother got pregnant with my little sister Kimmmy. I loved my sister but ther was to much of a gap (10yrs.) I hated having to be the babysitter all the time.I started to play with myself on mny banna seat rideing on my bike, I liked to ride to one of my neigfhbors yard and masterbate without getting caught. I had even did it at school at last period in room full of students Science.I loved the thrill of getting away with something. One evening after dinner My dad had come into the dinning room to tell me something. I was standing there with my jeans and pantys around my ankles ridding the table. I was sooo embaressed! Well my dad didn't say one word to me he just walked out of the room and that was it? My mother freaked out on me for playing with myself all the time . I was embaressed cause it was true! My dad said to here I wasn't doing anything to my surprise. My sister was in her terrible 2's and was such the pest ! she would steal my diary from my room and take ity to my mom or dad and say Read,Read! One evenig My sister had taken a late bath and I was laying on couch with a sheet over my body & face finger playing and just think about this really hot guy I had kissed once. When ion top of me comes my sister triring to give me a goood night kiss. My mouth opened up ,It was just the thin sheet betwween our opened mouths,I felt really bad about that. Now every time she kissed anyone she was opening her mouth!! This 100/ true, let me know what you think? Lisa