totse.com | A Love Story

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Kathy is all woman, a friend, and confidant. She is 5'8" which is about 4 inches taller than I am. She has bark brown hair as mine is brown. She has sea green eyes and mine are hazel. She was born in the North and I the South. She moved last year and has been unhappy every since. Her job has been hard since her new boss doesn't like women. She told me when he called her into his office and told her she was flirting with the company clients by wearing suit jackets with shirts that show her neck.

I invited her to come down for a week's vacation and excited I haven't been able to sleep since I have known she is coming. We met through our jobs and grew up to be assistant managers together. I remember waiting to become an assistant manager and telling her through my tears I was scared they wouldn't give me the job. I started crying, she took me into her arms and told me all the reasons I would get the job. She spent the night petting my face while held me all night. Later, we talked, I told her how wonderful and special I felt with her being my friend. Knowing we are there for each other and have no expectations feels like a baby being snuggled in a blanket and fed a warm bottle. I have known her for what feels like a life time. Come to think of it I have had a crush on her from the first day. I know I am scared of telling her, I love her so much as a friend and don't ever want to put our friendship in jeopardy.

I want to have the courage to tell her I want more than a friendship with her and would be willing to leave things as they are since she means so very much to me. This reminds me of the time we were rafting with some business clients, the raft flipped and we started laughing so hard her tampax pops out. We are on the end of a rapid standing on a flat bed of concrete and clear water. She started crying, pulled me close and whispered in my ear what had just occurred. I told her I would stall everyone while she pushed it back where in the hole it came out of. She looked at me like I was nuts. I started screaming like I had a charlie horse in my leg. Everyone was looking at me and trying to rub my leg while I had to keep my muscle tight so they would believe me. When she was done she came over too. The leg cramp left and so did we. We talked about it later and I held her in my arms. A couple of months later we laughed so hard while I tried to explain to her how to keep your leg stiff. We both laughed so hard our ribs were hurting and had tears running down our cheeks.

If I tell her how I feel I could lose her as a friend. I wouldn't want to do that by any means as she is so special to me. I have never told her how I feel, this could be a shock to her with all she is feeling about wanting to move back to town. She wants to talk to me and I wish I could tell what it's about. I guess I will have to go through this week-end watching her undress in front of me. No, I can't do that since I feel dishonest not telling her I want her and I know it is so deeply hidden. We talk about everything under the sun but NOT this. AAAAARRG! I cherish her friendship, I again won't say anything. Besides she said she has something she wants to talk to me about so she probably has some woman she is interested in. She will be arriving here in a few moments so I better finish getting the bed fixed for her to nap as she always does. Kathy arrives as she always does and I just didn't have the courage to say anything. Well, she is set in her room so I guess I will leave it alone.

She usually sleeps the first 5 hours then we can talk. Maybe I will find out what she wants to talk about then or maybe I can tell her how I feel about her.

She went into the bedroom catching up on her sleep. God she's gorgeous, nicer and politer than I remember her to be. I like that she felt at home enough to go in and take her nap. It is starting to get a little nippy outside. I think I'll open the doors to the fire place and take out the dampness. Besides I like watching the rainbow colors flowing through the flames. Hearing the crackle of the wood and feeling the warmth flowing through the house. I really enjoy the smell of wood burning while snow is gracefully dancing with the swirls of wind outside the picture window to the right of the fireplace. I pull the mattress to the center and tuck the lavender sheets around it.

Going into the kitchen I decide to get a glass of ice cold Seven-Up, a bag of sliced vegetables, hot buttered popcorn, placing them on the silver serving tray. I carry them into the living room and set them on the coffee table placed at the head of the mattress. As the stereo serenades me, I proceed to change into my white gown which covers little of my breast as it snugs itself around my frame, flaring and flowing as I walk over to the mattress I have prepared for myself. Wait...one more thing. I carefully lift the lid of the cedar chest and slide my hands under the folds of the burgandy coverlet secreted in it shadowy recesses. I breathe in the dark scent of cedar as I run my fingers across the soft surface of the comforter and think of Pandora's box...and hope.

I lay on top of the sheets and admire the contrast between the white and burgandy. I lean back on the over stuffed pillow gazing at the fire jumping around as if it were dancing to my heart beat. Caught up in the moment I didn't notice kathy's presence in the door way. I close my eyes and begin to spread warm oil on my left shoulder, massaging with my finger tips sliding down towards my right breast I feel shivers running through my body. Moving the spagetti strap exposing my breast to the warm air flowing throughout the room I begin to slide the oil on and I open my eyes to notice the light glissening from the fire place on my oily parts and find myself wishing I had talked to Kathy and told her how I feel.

She walks over, sits down next to me, places the hot oil on her hands and begins to pass the oil over my exposed breast.

Blushing as bright as an oil rig blaze. I look at her, startled suprise, and happy. I feel like my parents just caught me doing something wrong. I regain my composure, tip my head back exposing the full shoulder and neck after all we are just friends. She leans into me and begins kissing me gently as she moans from deep within.

Kathy says, "I have never seen a creature of such beauty till this moment. I want to..."

She leans into my again this time sucking on my neck. Am I dreaming, is she really here in the room with me, God this feels as marvelous as my dreams. I feel like I'm in the middle of an earth quake with the rumblings flowing through me, the cracks of the earth opening to full capacity soaking in all that is in close range absorbing all that I can, deciding to go with the dream or what ever is happening. I reached for her with all parts of my body. Pulling her into my arms, placing my left leg over hers opening, opening up completely. Pulling her leg against my frame, I feel fireworks entering at every point our bodies touch.

I whisper, "I wanted you four years ago from the minute I first met you, I desire you as a Swan desires it's mate for ever. I thought you would..."

Kathy pulls me close and said, "Shsss, I too want you, desire you and now that I have you." As she pulls her shirt off. "Right where I have dreamed of us being."

She begins to fondle and caress my breast, leaving a trail of wet kisses around my nipples. I feel her warm breath on my skin which feels hotter than the flames. She strokes me with her tongue, sucking and teasing. My breast feel like masses of fire balls smoldering and shifting underground.

I say, "Kathy, please don't tease me, I'm hot as it is and I don't want to start something, I might not be able to handle. I have wanted you for so long and dreamed abou..."

As Kathy takes my breast in her hands and holds them as a child with a new baby doll and begins to feast on my breast. She I feel her entire body quiver causing a chain reaction in me. I explore her breast, rubbing mine against hers. I feel a tower of strenth building within and pull her across my body strategically placing her in the middle of the burgandy comforter. I slide a couple of fingers teasingly around her opening, passing without entrance, putting pressure as I guide my fingers upwards finding her clitoris and her hands gently pull my lips to her breast I continue the motion with my fingers. I feel the hurting desire to enter her love channel while craving her to want me. Her hips glide around my fingers moving with them. She wants to feel me inside her flooded pool of soft tissue as she is moaning and kissing me. I slide my fingers inside to find her love muscles tighten causing her warm juices to trickle out more.

Kathy gasps aloud, "OOOHHH... G0DDDD! Yes, Please! Baby, Please, I need you, all of you, in all ways!

Kathy sneaks a couple of fingers inside the depths of my love channel. I collapse onto the top of her as a tall building with no frame and begin to pant and search for oxygen...or salvation.

She opens her mouth as I slide my tongue in and move my fingers in a circular, up and down motion. Slowly inching my way down, past her breast, I move my hips closer to her head. Kathy slides my legs further apart and tickle my clitorus with her tongue. I feel over taken by a surfer wave in the Gulf. As she opens hers legs wider, her lips open displaying her clitoris dripping with lucious tastful juices. Juices meant for me, only! I slowly surround her with my lips, shaking from the pleasure that awaits. I feel her in my mouth, a taste from the heavens. I flatten my tongue as a pancake waiting to soak up the syurp. I slide down, around, entering her vaginal opening for an encounter of savory juices and up again.

I say, "YES, TOGETHER, NOW BABY! LOVE ME! NOOOOW!" I slide my tongue inside sucking up the juices as my mouth moves back up to her clitoris gingerly sucking her into my mouth as a hungry starving baby. My fingers glide inside her love channel feeling her love muscles surround me. I feel like a continous explosion with fire and oil spreading out of control. We are both trembling, shaking and feeling the earth moving around us as the love GODDESS takes control. Laying on top, I slowly turn around. We are both in a tremble as we kiss the passion of the moment settles down as that of the eye of a hurricane passing through. I cover her with the blanket which somehow found it's way to the floor. We embrace each other in tenderness.

I look into her eyes and say, "You're as magnificent a lover as in my dreams. I love you as a friend and I could fall in Love with you. Thank you for being you!"

Gazing into my eyes she says, "I do love you as a friend and I am in Love with you. I want you to consider us being more than just friends, would you think about it?"

Holding her close to me, she's off to sleep. I drift off to sleep. When I wake up she's gone, back into the bedroom. I run my eyes around the room in a panic, her shirt. I'm not dreaming from the evidence left behind. I walk into the bedroom and she is dressed sitting on the bed in in silent tears.

I turn her facing me, ask in a gentle voice, "What's wrong?" As I begin to kiss her tears. She whispers, "You probably don't ever want to see me again since this has happened. I am so sorry, I have wanted you for so long and I couldn't stop nor did I want to!"

I smiled, handing her a tissue, saying, "You fell asleep before I could answer your question. I fell a sleep with you in my arms. Holding you, listening to your heart beat and breathing I didn't want to wake you." I put on my robe as I turn to her and say, "Are you going to ask me to marry you or will I be the one asking you. Either way, I want you in my life and more than just friends. I want to be with you in all the times to come. I want to share the fun, the laughter, the cold and hot, feelings of all times. You do know I cry at movies, for celebrations, funerals, hurts, and happy times." As the tears are running down my cheeks she pulls me into her arms and hands me the tissue I just handed her.

Kathy says, "I was scared to tell you I love you from my fear of losing your friendship. I want to be with you, in love, life, all of our pursuits together as well as separate. I want to be with you through all times!"

I say, "I like it when you lay on top of me so I can feel the weight of your love! I have not told you of my love for the same reason you mentioned. Kathy, I love you and have for many a days! Would you join me in making love together as a couple newly committed to one another?"

In bright cheery laughter, Kathy says, "YES, YES!" As she laid on top of me I invited her to join me in the living room where we went. We held each other for the rest of the evening kissing and gazzing into each others eyes, as the fire in the fireplace slowly turned to red hot coals.