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My Visionary Revolution

by The Hax0rcist

The world, religion, people, life, and even the controversy over how we came into existence remains a mystery. Most turn to some “spiritual” answers, others theorize their own possibilities while some simply don’t give a damn. The following will be my, how to lightly put it, my manifesto; my view and opinionated conclusions over what some can not seem to find answers or resolutions to.

Religion

Religion in my view has no reason to exist. The fact that so many of them argue that they are the “right” one and shall lead you to the promised land is far fetched. Lies are what make up religion not to mention sufficient funding. As long as you fork over the money, they will continue to bother people that want to harass at all hours of the day, and also those who simply wish to be left alone.

God and Oneself

God, hehe, don’t even know why the greatest lie of all should be mentioned. For centuries people have tried to find the answer to their problems through this character. In actuality, those who turn to this bogus nonsense for resolutions, simply show the weakness within themselves and their inability to survive and rule their own selves. Many think that I am a Satanist. They could not be any more incorrect. I am not trying to make you think that “Satan” is the ruler. There simply is NO “ruler.” The only ruler of someone is themselves, they are only limited to what they believe or are told is their boundry. I believe that almost anyone can accomplish what he/she desires and should not be bound by what they think are the limits. Yearning to achieve is the carnal instinct of any animal in this world so why should man not be the same way? It is society in itself that bogs down the human imagination and capacity. A person striving to reach what they desire can only be restricted by others. This is pure Darwinism, the strongest will prevail. It does seem barbaric, but this theory proves how the animal kingdom has adapted and conquered obstacles throughout history. All “god” does is limit what a person can achieve by restricting his advancement by the generally accepted morals and ethics. In order to succeed in life one must first demolish this one major limiting boundary. By this I do not mean go and burn your local church, but by simply saying to yourself, ‘There is no god. To me I am my ruler; no one shall limit my potential.’ When one can admit this to their selves, that person will be unstoppable in reaching their goals, whether it be to get a promotion or to win the heart of another.

Suicide

Some may be thinking that I am some sort of lunatic who will say that suicide is the only way to escape this hectic world. On the contrary, I see suicidal people as being weak or being temporarily weak. Why would one want to leave this world when they have persevered for so long? There is no answer at the barrel of a gun or the taste of a pill. Everyone should praise the human culture and how it has strived for so many centuries. Now you are probably thinking that I have a soft side. That idea is incorrect; I just can not imagine someone who would want to escape this reality in order to find an answer.

Death

I honestly cannot see how people can literally "worship" the dead. It is almost as if they want to be dead themselves. No, I am not cold-hearted, a good friend of mine died a few years ago of cancer, I missed his funeral because of school, but i did visit his grave. Yes I do miss him, but he's gone and nothing can fix that, so why should "worshipping" him bring him back?

Drugs

Drugs, I see as another sign of one's weakness. I will not say that I’m some straight-edge guy. I used to do them myself, when I was weak. I wouldn't advise someone to never do them, every one will eventually, but it’s not something that one should continue to do to "cure" their selves temporarily. Drugs do fuck your life over; my parents will never look at me the same again. Money spent on it will never be refunded. Drugs caused me to lose the desire to want to be with some of my friends, some family, and even myself, not only from me doing them, also from them doing it.

Sex

Sex is the satisfying of carnal desires. My view on the subject is rather indifferent, I do see it as a possible necessity in life, but it does also show the sign of weakness in oneself. You allow yourself to be seduced to another, therefore leaving you vulnerable. You make yourself vulnerable to venereal diseases, std’s, syph, and clap, If you are not careful.

Music

I myself have gone through many styles of music, my very first being rock such as Stone Temple Pilots, Smashing Pumpkins were my early roots. I then went on to some rap, soon learning the shallowness of some of the lyrics. Soon to follow I sank into my “dark” days. Cradle of Filth and Emperor were my first ties to Black Metal. I now find myself listening to my early roots in music for some reason, maybe as a reflection of my early life. My desire in music is originality. I will not go too much into detail as to what makes bands and artists as to what I think of them, there are many articles on the net pertaining to Black Metal and its eerie origins. Yes I do enjoy some rap if it is original and the lyrics actually have some sense.

Family and the Conclusion Family, there is almost no such thing in America today. My parents recently were divorced for the better of everyone, but for reasons unknown, my dad still lives here, and my mom lets him. The insanity of it can not be understood. I despise seeing that man, he was never around in my childhood, never did anything positive or beneficial for me. There is no escape for me from this family, the shame my father has brought me, the way he likes to live his life, his lack of caring, how he thinks he can never be proven wrong. I was never physically abused as a child but the lack of encouragement for success ruined me as a child and now as an adult. I seek help from no one, because I know no one can help me escape the pain of reality, I must find my own stubborn way out, which will not include suicide.

Don’t feel sympathy for me, I need none; nothing can free me from this life. Please do consider that I write this paper in my spare time and when I have to clear my head of thoughts. I do plan on writing a second part soon, if I feel that my “manifesto” still lacks some information

John Garcia

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AIM: twothousandpro, and the hax0rcist

Feel free to contact me with criticism and feedback, I’m extremely open minded.

 
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