What I Discovered about Myristicin

by codeboy105

It was 6:30 in the morning, on a Thursday. I was getting ready for school. I had decided to take Myristicin on a school day for the fun of it - it was the last week before the summer holidays. I took 25g of Nutmeg orally, with water (i had no milk - disgusting). It made me feel totally sick. Nontheless I carried on with my day. It all went normally until an ICT lesson.

Around 12:00 I felt very spaced out. It was good, I started to feel like I was sinking backwards on my chair. I remember talking to my friend (we shall call him B) and laughing a lot. By the time the lesson finished, I was unable to walk in a straight line. B had to guide me up to where I was to eat my lunch. Some people commented on how red my eyes were. It felt like a heavy session on marijuana mixed with vodka. I eat lunch very well, I enjoyed my food and I felt ecstatic. I was flying. At 1:40 I went to Geography. This is where it started to get complicated.

What I Remember:

I can remember sitting down and looking at B. He was asking me what I wanted for my birthday. I said I didnt know, and I was getting very unsettled because I didnt want to say in case he had already got something. My mind was manipulating the question, and in the end I lost it. I can remember thinking many different random thoughts related in some way to birthdays. It was weird. Then B started to get angry - he was telling me to stop fucking around and pay attention - "What do you want for your birthday?!?!?" I said i didnt know and he repeated the question, my mind went blank. I had completely forgotten the question - so I apologised and asked what the question was - he seemed to get very angry and I became extremely paranoid - I thought all my friends hated me and I was very upset.

What actually happened (from B's description):

B never actually asked what I wanted for my birthday. The only time he asked me was in the morning when I was *sober*. B said that I started to cry and apologise for being stupid. I told him that I was sorry several times. He never became cross with me at all. When I asked B what had happened, the day after, he showed me a piece of paper with drawings on it, mountains and aircraft. I had written a story on the back about how the Russians had abducted by mum because she had cancer. I do not honestly remember any of this. It was my hand writing.

When I got home from school, I went to my bedroom and laid out on my bed. I began to halloucinate and I could not find my way out of the room. All the walls had sealed up. I laughed and laid face down on the bed. I remember seeing purple lines shooting away from me down a tunnel, and a man and a woman speaking japanese with a videocamera. After a while (I had no concept of time at this moment) my sister called me for Dinner. It was cheese and pasta. I eat it and enjoyed it again, it was awesome. After I had finished, I fell asleep on my bed again and woke up the next day.

When I woke, the first thing i noticed was an awful taste in my mouth, then I began to feel something slimy inside my mouth. I went to the bathroom and spat it out - it was cheese and pasta. I had kept it in my mouth overnight. My breath stank and I had an awful headache. I could not see properly - it was like a bad hangover x 10.

After effects:

This was the 3rd time I had used Myristicin. Every time I get an awful hangover for 1 - 3 days. What has become more apparent however is other long term effects: I have memory problems, I daydream / halloucinate randomly, i have developed ADD (Attention Defecit Disorder), I have become extremely paranoid and I constantly question the world around me - my initial reaction to a random object is Is it real? What is its purpose and Why is it here. I have minuites, hours, sometimes days of sanity however I can still feel an underlying effect of mind alteration. Hopefully these effects will die down however its over 4 months since I did the last trip and I can still feel the remnants.

I would not recommend Myristicin for regular use, but it is interesting to try. Be prepared, Its not as quick as common drugs, marijuana etc.

Just play it safe, but you cant live life without taking risks - its a balence ;)